～危机～

工作方面产生危机。
其实一个好的公司需要
管理有道，处事果断，头脑精明
的管理阶层来带领我们。

一个工作环境，
需要一个
头脑冷静，责任感强，
以大局为重，
能有带领能力的人。

我在等待这个人的出现。
也许等不到。。。

我也累了。
其实我只想管理好我的部门，
希望能好好教导其他同事处事的态度，方法等等
但是我也是半桶水。
所以也许是我能力不足吧！

至少我可以办到的，
就尽力吧！

其他就让给其他利害的人去处理。

我也要只身而退了。

i always feel that having alot of deviations in a workplace is not a bad thing after all.
at least it identifies the weak area that we miss out.
it is a good time to look closely at the system and try to work out a better way to improve it.

but others might see it negatively.

there is always room for improvement.
if there is no more room, meaning it will be a dead end.
a system with a dead end will eventually dies out.

I hope before i go,
at least there are some improvement in my lab,
be it the system, work and people.

at least it is promise to myself and others.

i hope...