~DS Lite~

Finally...

Before that, a white PSP...

Now

A black-and-red DS Lite...

Now DS Lite should be more fun...

Dual Screen: You can play games via two screens, above and below.

Touch Screen: With an intact stylus you can tap onto the screen for some special designed games. You can even blow into the microphone just to blow out the candles for one of the games. It is interactive.

Although its functions are not as much as PSP but then the interactive games should make up for it.

I will play my DS Lite for now...PSP perhaps to listen to MP3 songs...

～自保～

人的自保意识很强。
今天见识到人丑陋的一面。

其实谁不怕死？
谁会承认自己犯了错？

但是我认为在不损人而利己的情况下来自保才是对得起自己，
对得起别人。

today a sad drama unfolded before me.

looked like when someone wanted to protect himself/herself,
he/she will have to sell out others first.

Actually in a working environment,
everyone should try to cover himself/herself.
Survival instinct must be strong.

However if you are the unlucky one,
sold out by people,
you can't blame anyone but yourself.

Learn a lesson.

Be smart.

Don't trust anyone but yourself?

Learning....

Learning....

Survive~

～人性本（不）善～

我记得中学有一位中文老师提到‘人性本善’-
他说没有一个人是人性本善，
因为人有劣根性。
什么是劣根性？
它是一种长期养成的不良习性。
人，
会因某一种环境下，
或在某种因素下而养成了一种性格。
比如贪婪，嫉妒， 好胜等等。。。
所以人性本来就不善，
只不过是本性有多坏而已。

我坏。
我承认。
但是为何没有人相信其实别人也有可能是坏呢？

以前我被陷害，
六月飞霜，
有谁相信我呢？
足足等了两三年，
真相才被发觉。

难道现在又要在一次发生在我身上？

累。

算了。

whether or not it will be,
I won't do anything.
won't say anything.

cos i know no one will believe.
but i believe in myself.
that's important.
cos i am not igorant.

i am glad:)

～读书～

读书，
是打一场需要脑力与毅力的长久战，
所以最后成败就是得靠自己了。
读书，
是为了要赢。
赢什么？
-光荣，知识，身价。
那我们付出的代价？
- 青春，金钱，自由。
相比之下，
到底值得还是不值得？

又有谁去比较？去在意？

Headache~
going to study again.
trying to study...but all i get is headache.
too much things...too less time...
part time not easy.
but then nothing is easy...
so must have the determination...

24-11-08
my school life starts again...
anticipating...
3.5 years

忍

Google My Name

I google my name: Joshua Yap.

This is what I got: 2nd entry of the list.

Project Blook - From Blog to Book
Read her Blog, Yap Chee Kiang Joshua, 30 Favorite Books: A Time to Kill by John Grisham, Runaway Jury by John Grisham, Prey by Michael Crichton, ...www.renaissance.sg/Project%20Blook.htm - 13k - Cached - Similar pages - Note this
The J Realm ™: UTH Kung Fu Dunk Fest

When did I change my gender?

Have you tried google your name?

:)

～难混～

实在难混了。

现在不如以前。

叫你走，你就得走。
你要留？
难。

以前的错，终于得承担了。
其实我真的有错。
错在于听别人，自己明知是错还是照做。
所以～
错就得认。

以后的路怎走？

The past has finally come back to haunt me!
But I can't blame anyone.

It was my fault.

So I have to bear the responsibility.

Just tell me where to go? What to do?

我的征婚启事

男，31岁。
急需一名伴侣。
要求如下：
女，年龄介于25-28，
走在一起别让我像爸爸。
事业如日冲天，
shopping不能在每天。
性格一定要善良，
不是那种妓女要从良。
对生命一定要热情，
读书识字还要会弹钢琴。
好动开朗态度要positive，
微笑时最好展现一口white teeth。
知道什么时候要开口，
吵架千万别用手。
随时随地都可以很high，
别对其他男孩乱说hi！
对我一定要generous，
但是凡事不要太serious。
IQ不一定要高，
但是分得清鱼翅不是面包。
对家人一定要孝顺，
对我一定要千依百顺。

谁有好介绍？

30 something guy desperately seeking playmate.
must be female not she-male.
adequately provide three meals.
a shelter over head,
plus one king-size bed.
allowance of three thousands a day,
that's only one third of my daily pay.
Look just like paris hilton,
blonde, stupid, rich and can't differentiate ping pong from badminton.

anyone got any frenz to intro??